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[Jun. 15th, 2006|07:23 pm] |
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Tristian and Isolde movie.com |
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[Jun. 15th, 2006|05:58 pm] |
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guys I'm watching moulin rouge. its good. |
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[Jun. 11th, 2006|09:15 pm] |
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I went to the mall today with my mom and I had fun. I got alot of shit for vacation. I got a new bikini top, its black and got black boardshorts they are comfy. I also got new baggy capris they are tan color and have ties for the waist that hand down. I will wear them tomorrow. I got a white and also a black tanktop. some fruit roll ups cause they are good. what else. a hair straightener that straihgtens hair when it wets and it wont burn my hair so it takes less time. and thats it ohh my dad got me the new AFI cd. I love it. |
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[Jun. 5th, 2006|03:40 pm] |
Look at my entry below its funny |
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[May. 25th, 2006|03:14 pm] |
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I am so tired. i missed school on wed and went home on tuesday. I feel little better. I mean not wanting to run but i missed enough and i dont feel like making up work. cause my parents freaking annoy me cause last quarter when i was absent i didnt make up my work and cause of that i failed english well i am now. |
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[May. 22nd, 2006|07:48 pm] |
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| | makedamnsure by taking back sunday | ] |
I like the band taking back sunday and I was online and I saw this picture from the band and I thought it would be cool to paint. I have a big canvas so i can paint it. I need alot of black. |
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[May. 20th, 2006|01:09 pm] |
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Lyrics
Jude Law And A Semester Abroad
Brand new
Whatever poison is in this bottle will leave me broken sore and stiff.
But it's the genie at the bottom who I'm sucking at.
He owes me one last wish.
SO HERES A present to let you know I still exist.
I hope the next boy that you kiss has something terribly contagious on his lips.
But I got a plan. Drink for forty days and forty nights.
A sip for every second-hand tick.
And for every time you fed me the line,
“you mean so much to me...”. I'm without you.
Tell all the English boys you meet about the American boy back in the states.
The American boy you used to date.
Who would do anything you say.
Tell all the English boys you meet about the American boy back in the states.
The American boy you used to date.
Who would do anything you say.
And even if her plane crashes tonight she'll find some way to disappoint me,
by not burning in the wreckage, or drowning at the bottom of the sea.
“Jess, I still taste you, thus reserve my right to hate you.”
And all this empty space that you create does nothing for my flawless sense of style.
It's 8:45. The weather is getting better by the hour.
I hope it rains there all the time.
And if you ever said you miss me then don't say you never lied.
I'm without you.
Tell all the English boys you meet about the American boy back in the states.
The American boy you used to date.
Who would do anything you say.
Tell all the English boys you meet about the American boy back in the states.
The American boy you used to date.
Who would do anything you say
Who would do anything you say.
Never gonna get it right
You're never gonna get it
Never gonna get it right
You're never gonna get it
Never gonna get it right
You're never gonna get it
Never gonna get it right
You're never gonna get it
Never gonna get it right
You're never gonna get it
Never gonna get it right
You're never gonna get it
Never gonna get it right
You're never gonna get it
(overlapping)
Never gonna get it right
You're never gonna get it
Okay, no more songs about you. After this one I'm done. You are, you are, You're gone
Okay, no more songs about you. After this one I'm done. You are, you are, You're gone
So tell all the English boys you meet about the American boy back in the states.
The American boy you used to date.
Who would do anything you say.
Tell all the English boys you meet about the American boy back in the states.
The American boy you used to date.
Who would do anything you say
| Artist: Queen Lyrics |
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Song: Bohemian Rhapsody Lyrics |
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Is this the real life? Is this just fantasy?
Caught in a landslide, No escape from reality
Open your eyes, Look up to the skies and see,
I'm just a poor boy, I need no sympathy
Because I'm easy come, easy go, Little high, little low
Any way the wind blows doesn't really matter to me, to me
Mama, just killed a man, Put a gun against his head
Pulled my trigger, now he's dead
Mama, life had just begun
But now I've gone and thrown it all away
Mama, ooh, Didn't mean to make you cry
If I'm not back again this time tomorrow
carry on, carry on as if nothing really matters
Too late, my time has come
Sends shivers down my spine, body's aching all the time
Goodbye, ev'rybody, I've got to go
Gotta leave you all behind and face the truth
Mama, ooh, I don't want to die
I sometimes wish I'd never been born at all
I see a little silhouetto of a man
Scaramouche, Scaramouche, will you do the Fandango
Thunderbolt and lightning, very, very fright'ning me
(Galileo.) Galileo. (Galileo.) Galileo, Galileo figaro
Magnifico. I'm just a poor boy and nobody loves me
He's just a poor boy from a poor family
Spare him his life from this monstrosity
Easy come, easy go, will you let me go
Bismillah! No, we will not let you go
(Let him go!) Bismillah! We will not let you go
(Let him go!) Bismillah! We will not let you go
(Let me go.) Will not let you go
(Let me go.) Will not let you go. (Let me go.) Ah
No, no, no, no, no, no, no.
(Oh mama mia, mama mia.) Mama mia, let me go
Beelzebub has a devil put aside for me, for me, for me
So you think you can stone me and spit in my eye
So you think you can love me and leave me to die
Oh, baby, can't do this to me, baby
Just gotta get out, just gotta get right outta here
Nothing really matters, Anyone can see
Nothing really matters
Nothing really matters to me
Any way the wind blows
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Pot by Tool
Who are you to wave your finger?
You must have been out your head
Eye hole deep in muddy waters
You practically raised the dead
Rob the grave to snow the cradle
Then burn the evidence down
Soapbox house of cards and glass so
Don't go tossin' your stones around
You must have been high
You must have been high
You must have been
Foot in mouth and head up ass
So what you talkin' 'bout?
Difficult to dance 'round this one
'til you pull it out, boy
You must have been so high
You must have been so high
Steal, borrow, reap or save your shady inference
Kangaroo done hung the juror with the innocent
Now you're weeping shades of chosen indigo
got lemon juice up in your eye
When you pissed all over my black kettle
You must have been high, high
You must have been high, high
Who are you to wave your finger?
So full of it
Eyeballs deep in muddy waters
Fuckin' hypocrite
Liar, lawyer -- mirror show me
What's the difference?
Kangaroo done hung the guilty with the innocent
NOW
you're weeping shades of chosen indigo
got lemon juice up in your high
EYE
When you pissed all over my black kettle
You musta been
So who are you to wave your finger?
Who are you to wave your fatty fingers at me?
You must have been out your mind
Weeping shades of indigo
shed without a reason
weeeping shades of indigo
Liar, lawyer, mirror
For you what's the difference
Kangaroo be stoned
He's guilty as the government
NOW
you weeping shades of chosen indigo
get lemon juice up in your eye
Now when you pissed all over my black kettle
You musta been high, high, high, high
Eyeballs deep in (bloody?) waters
You're balls deep in muddy waters
Ganja (please/police)!!!
You must have been out your mind
HAWTHORNE HEIGHTS LYRICS
"Ohio Is For Lovers"
Hey there,
I know it's hard to feel like I don't care at all.
Where you are and how you feel.
With these lights off as these wheels
keep rolling on and on. (and on and on and on...)
Slow things down or speed them up.
Not enough or way too much. (and on and on and on...)
How are you when I'm gone?
[Chorus:]
And I can't make it on my own.
(And I can't make it on my own.)
Because my heart is in Ohio.
So cut my wrists and black my eyes.
(Cut my wrists and black my eyes)
So I can fall asleep tonight, or die.
Because you kill me.
You know you do, you kill me well.
You like it too, and I can tell.
You never stop until my final breath is gone.
Spare me just three last words.
"I love you" is all she heard.
I'll wait for you, but I can't wait forever.
[x2]
[Chorus:]
And I can't make it on my own.
(And I can't make it on my own.)
Because my heart is in Ohio.
So cut my wrists and black my eyes.
(Cut my wrists and black my eyes)
So I can fall asleep tonight, or die.
Because you kill me.
You know you do, you kill me well.
You like it too, and I can tell.
You never stop until my final breath is gone.
You know you do, you kill me well.
You like it too, and I can tell.
You never stop until my final breath is gone.
(YOU...KILL...ME...WELL)
So cut my wrists and black my eyes.
My final breath is gone
So I can fall asleep tonight
[Chorus:]
And I can't make it on my own.
(And I can't make it on my own.)
Because my heart is in Ohio.
So cut my wrists and black my eyes.
(Cut my wrists and black my eyes)
So I can fall asleep tonight, or die.
Because you kill me.
You know you do, you kill me well.
You like it too, and I can tell.
You never stop until my final breath is gone.
(YOU...KILL...ME...WELL)
You know you do, you kill me well.
You like it too, and I can tell.
You never stop until my final breath is gone
Needles By: system of a down
| Needles |
I cannot disguise,
All the stomach pains,
And the walking of the canes,
When you, do come out,
And you whisper up to me
In your life of tragedy,
But I cannot grow,
Till you eat the last of me,
Oh when will I be free,
And you, a parasite,
Just find another host,
Just another fool to roast,
Cause you,
My tapeworm tells me what to do,
You,
My tapeworm tells me where to go,
Pull the tapeworm out of your ass, Hey
Pull the tapeworm out of your ass, Hey
Pull the tapeworm out of your ass, Hey
Pull the tapeworm out of your ass, Hey
I cannot deny,
All the evil traits,
And the filling of the crates,
When you, do come out,
And you slither up to me
In your pimpin majesty,
But I cannot grow,
Till you eat the last of me,
Oh when will I be free,
And you, a parasite,
Just find another host,
Just another stool to post,
Cause you,
My tapeworm tells me what to do,
You,
My tapeworm tells me where to go,
Pull the tapeworm out of your ass, Hey
Pull the tapeworm out of your ass, Hey
Pull the tapeworm out of your ass, Hey
Pull the tapeworm out of your ass, Hey
Pull the tapeworm out of me?
I'm just sitting in my room,
With a needle in my hand,
Just waiting for the tomb,
Of some old dying man,
Sitting in my room,
With a needle in my hand,
Just waiting for the tomb,
Of some old dying man?.
Cause you,
My tapeworm tells me what to do,
You,
My tapeworm tells me where to go,
Pull the tapeworm out of your ass, Hey
Pull the tapeworm out of your ass, Hey
Pull the tapeworm out of your ass, Hey
Pull the tapeworm out of your ass, Hey
Hey,Hey,Hey,Hey. |
TAKING BACK SUNDAY LYRICS
"MakeDamnSure"
You've got this new head filled up with smoke
And I've got my veins all tangled close
To those jukebox bars you frequent
{They're} the safest place to hide
A long night spent with your most obvious weakness
You start shaking at the thought you are everything I want
'Cause you are everything I'm not
And we lay, we lay together just not
Too close, too close (How close is close enough?)
We lay, we lay together just not
Too close, too close
I just wanna break you down so badly
Well I trip over everything you say
I just wanna break you down so badly
In the worst way
My inarticulate store bought hangover hobby kit, it talks
It says, "You, oh, you are so cool."
Scissor shaped across the bed, you are red, violent red
You hollow out my hungry eyes
You hollow out my hungry eyes
And we lay, we lay together just not
Too close, too close (How close is close enough?)
We lay, we lay together just not
Too close, too close
I just wanna break you down so badly
Well I trip over everything you say
I just wanna break you down so badly
In the worst way
I just wanna break you down so badly
Well I trip over everything you say
I just wanna break you down so badly
In the worst way (worst way)
{I bite my tongue. I take my time and}
I'm gonna make damn sure that you can't ever leave
No, you won't ever get too far from me
You won't ever get too far from me
I'll make damn sure that you can't ever leave
No, you won't ever get too far from me
You won't ever get too far from me
You won't ever get too far from me
You won't ever get too far...
I just wanna break you down so badly
Well I trip over everything you say
I just wanna break you down so badly
In the worst way (worst way)
I'm gonna make damn sure
I just wanna break you down so badly
I just wanna break you down so badly (damn sure)
In the worst way (worst way)
my parents are letting me decorate my room: i;m going to splatter paint my ceiling red and dye my currtens red
it will look so cool |
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[May. 19th, 2006|11:54 am] |
I stayed home today because I have an ear ache. Kim I can go to ur house. I said I would go already. My head all conjested its because of the weather.
I was bored so I watched star wars and I just notice. I was watching the new one where the dude becomes darth vader and the guy who plays Obi wan kenobi Ewan Mcgregor, was in my favorite movie moulin rouge he played chrisyine on moulin rouge.
Look at the similarites
 
moulin rouge Star wars
The same fucking dude. Ewan Mcgregor
he starred in Trainspotting, Velvet Goldmine, the 3 Star Wars prequels, Moulin Rouge, Down With Love, Big Fish and The Island.
Moulin rouge is my favorite movie. hes got a good voice in the movie. I want to watch and like get ride of this earache. I want to pull it out. its a pain in the ass, |
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[May. 11th, 2006|04:27 pm] |
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Guys my goal is to get as many comment a possible my goal is 80, last time i got 65 so post comments doesnt matter if it relates to anything thing. just write shit. post the comments for this entry so they are not scattered every where. I wont write for a while so this stays. But I will write comments on this one and yours so read them. |
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[May. 11th, 2006|04:24 pm] |
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I am so fucking bored. I go on to itunes get some songs from the band tool. and they have none its like what the hell. my favorite song is a new one caled the pot. I like it. I got some static x and jay gordon and brand new on my ipod. I love it. I am going to see hawthonre heights like my favorite fucking band and brand new in concert on the same week. it so cool. cant wait. |
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[May. 3rd, 2006|06:57 pm] |
look at my journal below
KRISTEN
Gender: Female
Origin: Greek
Meaning: Christ-bearer
(fartest thing from christ bearer)
My dad this is funny
his name comes from latin and it means small. that funny
Katie
Gender: female
Root: Katherine
Origin: Greek
Meaning: pure, virginal
Kim
root: Kimberly
Origin:english
meaning: leader of warriors
Brianna
gender: female
root: brian
Origin: celtic
meaning: strong one
Victoria
gender: female
origin: root
meaning: victory
Julie
gender: female
root: julia
origin: latin
meaning: soft haired, youthful
Darcy:
gender: male
origin: irish
meaning: dark
Amanda:
gender: female
origin: latin
meaning: lovable
Sarah
gender: female
origin: hebrew
meaning: lady, princess
Alexa
gender: female
root: alexander
origin: greek
meaning; protector of man
Maegan
gender: female
root: megan
origin: irish
meaning: pearl
Frances
gender: female
origin: german
meaning; free women
Gabby
gender: female
root: gabrielle
origin: french
meaning; god is my strength
Justin
gender; male
origin: latin
meaning: truth
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[May. 3rd, 2006|06:10 pm] |
I make a fucking difference bitches!!!
I wrote a letter to the superintendent and he wrote back saying he willtalk to Joan O'Brien and the dude wrote to me. ahh fukcing lunchlady
Dear Kristen,
My name is Joan O'Brien and I am the Food Service Director for the District. Dr Sabatella shared with me a letter that you had written to him regarding outdated snacks at the high school. I would like to respond to your letter by explaining the corrective measures that have immediately been put in place.
My high school cafeteria staff was retrained this morning as to the appropriate procedures to follow in the unlikely event that a product is found to be outdated. Inventory rotation was re-reviewed with the staff stressing the importance of keeping all stock "fresh." If proper procedures had been followed on the day of your experience, the outdated product would not have even reached you in the first place. However, should this occur again, all staff now understands that the customer may either exchange the item or receive a full refund.
I apologize for your experince with the high school snack room and I assure you that this will not happen again. Please feel free to e-mail me directly in the future should you have a problem, question or suggestion regarding school lunch.
Best regards,
Joan O'Brien, RD
279-3702 ext: 124 |
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[May. 3rd, 2006|05:05 pm] |
I have more choices of tattoo ideas
  its the pisces sign,  pick one, it includes the dove and the other tattoos. |
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[May. 2nd, 2006|03:16 pm] |
Violence Fetish"
Bring the violence
It's significant
To the life
If you've ever known anyone
Bring the violence
It's significant
To the life
Can you feel it?
Look at my journal below comment on which ne. i'm saving money. |
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[Apr. 29th, 2006|08:36 pm] |
I really want a tattoo, but they are so much money, and I need to find a place I can go where I can get one and not hav my parents be there, or I can just forged a paper. I think I want it on my ankle cause thats the only place where I can get one and know I have a chance of not getting caught. Or on my hip but I have to get it down on my left.
I think I want:
 ,  ,  ,  Which do you guys like leave me a comment!
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[Apr. 29th, 2006|08:11 pm] |
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It has been a while since I last written. I have been busy or nothing has been new. I went home yesterday with katie then we went to the see united 93, it was god and sad. then I just stayed the night. I had to wake up early to go to the mall with my grandparents. we went to the palisades mall cause they live 10 minutes away. I got a new plain black shirt, black sandals, eyeliner, foundation, blush, black sweatshirt and earrings. thats it. |
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[Apr. 23rd, 2006|02:19 pm] |
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If I left any out tell me. I stole the idea from melissa. thanx
A
Avenged Sevenfold
Afi
B
Brand new
Blink-!82
C
Counting Crows
Coheed and Cambira
Coldplay
Crossfade
D
Dashboard Confessional
Deep Blue Something
Dane Cook (comedian)
Disturbed
E
F
Fallout boy
G
GreenDay
Goo goo dolls
Goldfinger
H
Hawthorne heights
I
J
Jack Manneguin
K
Killers
Kidney Thieves
L
Lifehouse
M
Metallica
My chemical Romance
Maroon 5
Marilyn Manson]
Mud vayne
N
New Found glory
Nickelback
O
Oasis
P
Postal services
Q
R
rammstein
R.E.M
Relient K
S
System of a down
Story of the year
Something Coroprate
Straylight run
Seether
Sugarcult
Sublime
Static X
T
Tatu
The used
taking back sundays
Three days grace
The sundays
The Jealous Sound
U
V
W
X
Y
yellowcard
Z
I was bored. I cant think of any more. I got alot. 47. i cant think of them off the top of my head
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[Apr. 22nd, 2006|05:02 pm] |
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look at the one on warp tour underneath this one. my chemical romance was there so was something coroprate one of my favorites bands. we were like in front. It was fucking cool. The photo were you see the singer of my chemical romance facing backwards I remember that he jumped in the song I'm not okay like that. That was the same one we were at. Look at the enrty under warp tour on justin. I love warptour. we might go to canada or nj. |
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[Apr. 18th, 2006|09:01 pm] |
I change d my journal again. I get so bored and i just change it. Its based on the band something corporate. The background is the background on their webstie. My icon are the first two lines on my favorite song from them called ''fall''. And I made the color of the journal based on background. They look like geeks but I like them.
To listen to an example of them
1.) go amazon.com
2.) go to search (music) type in: something corporate
3.) different cds they have should pop up, click first one (It has a girl on the cover)
4.) scroll down very slowly so you can find listen to samples ( underneath product deatail)
5.) next go to song number 8 ''fall'' and click on type of player you have (media player,music sampler, real one player)
listen to a quick sample |
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[Apr. 18th, 2006|08:11 pm] |
"Fall"
something corporate
i close my eyes
thought i was lost but i was stranded
i go outside
to my surprise the sky had landed
i thought it made more sense
if i could only keep you guessing
i was a fool to think
that i should stop you from undressing
now i'm believing all the words you say
that i can't say back to you
to you
so i fall
i don't wanna feel this small
you know i just can't handle this
handle this at all
and i'll just fall
i let my heartbeat drop
i falter as the music stops
and you watch me as stall
and wonder when i fall
i kiss your neck
i feel you breathing on my shoulder
still i'm perfect
it must be you cause now it's over
i was so close
that was the most that i have ever been through
now old cassettes and cigarettes
will be the ones to save you
how can you ask for me to stay
when all you ever do is go?
just go
and so i fall
i don't wanna feel this small
you know i just can't handle this
handle this at all
and so i fall
i let my heartbeat drop
i falter as the music stops
and you watch me as i stall
and wonder when i..
go on
you've kept me waiting
go on
and watch me as i fall
i don't wanna feel this small
you know i just can't handle this
handle this at all
and so i fall
i let my heartbeat drop
i falter as the music stops
and you watch me as i stall
and wonder when i..
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[Apr. 17th, 2006|06:35 pm] |
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Guys like the new journal again. In the back is a bottle of corona floating. I could not find a good one. I spend so much time. U cant really see it |
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[Apr. 17th, 2006|05:25 pm] |
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Guys I'm not a whore let it go!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
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[Apr. 14th, 2006|03:30 pm] |
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Next wed. I am going to the doctor to get my cat scan for my hip. I might have a hernia , cause the therapist said It should get better by now buts it not. so I might have to be out may be even most of the season. I'm not sure. |
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[Apr. 13th, 2006|07:14 pm] |
Name: Kristen
Japanese name: Kaida Hojo
Brazilian name: Maryeva Pereira
Irish name: Isobel O'Keefe
meganame: Your movie star name: Sweet Tarts Jack
Your fashion designer name is Kristen London
Your socialite name is Boobie Cancun
Your fly girl / guy name is K Whi
Your detective name is Horse Brewster High
Your barfly name is Bagel Corona
Your soap opera name is Mae Toronto
Your rock star name is Sweet Tart Light
Your Star Wars name is Kriroo Whijus
Your punk rock band name is The Bored Cool Whip
boob name: dixie and daisy
porn star name: sandra spunk
girl part name: easy bake oven
penis name: Harry and the hendersons'
80 theme song: Come On Eileen by Dexy's Midnight Runners
hippie name:dude: Elfin
hippie name: chick: pheonix
drag queen: Sofonda Cox
pick up line: If I flip a coin what do you reckon my chances are of getting head?
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[Apr. 13th, 2006|06:34 pm] |
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Quizzes: www.blogthings.com
Name: Kristen
beer type: Corona: You don't drink for the love of beer. You drink to get drunk.
You prefer a very light, very smooth beer. A beer that's hardly a beer at all.
And while you make not like the taste of beer, you like the feeling of being drunk.
seduction style: You don't really try to seduce people... it just seems to happen.
Fun loving and free spirited, you bring out the inner child in people.
You are spontaneous, sincere, and unpretentious - a hard combo to find!
People drop their guard around you, and find themselves falling fast.
blog color should be: purple: You're an expressive, offbeat blogger who tends to write about anything and everything.
You tend to set blogging trends, and you're the most likely to write your own meme or survey.
You are a bit distant though. Your blog is all about you - not what anyone else has to say.
who were you in high school: Arty kid
How evil are u: 60%
past life: Career: Belly dancer
lived: france
died: Childbirth
weather type: Snow:Magical yet potentially destructive
You are well known as fun to play with
People anticipate your arrival but then are quickly sick of you
You are best known for: your serenity
Your dominant state: reflecting
halloween costume: sexy bunny
abnormal rate: 64%
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[Apr. 13th, 2006|06:12 pm] |
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I went to the physical therapist and well I got some news. I have to get a cat scan. what my doctor said I might not have. He said I have a hip strain, and the therapist said if it was that i would be better. So on wed. i have to go and get a cat scan, i might have a hernia. I spelled it wrong. |
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[Apr. 13th, 2006|02:02 pm] |
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god damn it. I just went to the fridge to get a drink. we have only two! so if I took one my parents would know. I am pissed. |
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[Apr. 13th, 2006|01:58 pm] |
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I slept over katies the other night with Kim. we had fun. Kim went to bed early, we went to bed like at 4 or so not really sure. we played quarters it was really fun. hold on no one is home at my house. oh yes time to drink. g2g. gonna have fun |
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[Apr. 11th, 2006|04:20 pm] |
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Quotes
''Real love stories never have
happy endings because
real love stories
Never end''
''I have loved the stars too
Fondly
to be
fearful of the night''
''Love is like a
Mountain, hard to
climb,
but once you get
to the top
the view is beautiful
''To the world
you may be one
person,
but to one person
you may be the world
''you asked what was wrong
i smiled and said
nothing
then I turned around
and whispered
everything
''The dumber people think
you are
The more surprised they
are going to be when you
kill them all''
''Autumn arrives in the
early morning,
but spring at the
close of a winter day''
''I dont mind
spending everyday
out on your corner
in the pourng
Rain''
''nothing is more
Painful
than realizing he meant
everything to you
but you meant
nothing to him''
''manyc people walk in
and out of our
lives
but only true friends
will leave
footprints in your heart''
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[Apr. 9th, 2006|10:03 pm] |
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oh my god, oh my god! I cant believe it, this isnt happening! He's in the mental hospital! They put him in the mental hospital! oh my god! I cant speak , this isnt happening. Why is this happening, why is everything going wrong. He doesnt deserve this. I am freaking out, I cant stop crying. I found out that they put thomas in a mental hospital, I'm in shock. My mom just told me they put thomas in a mental hospital. I cant believe it. I mean every time I say I get more and more in shock. He doesnt deserve this. I talked to my mom and they said hes been really depress. Hes been cutting himslef on his wrist but like different designs. Hes been doing stupid stuff that makes no sense. I dont want to deal with this and I'm sure his family doesnt want to deal with this. His family has been crying alot and have been really depress. Thomas is living in the mental hospital for a little bit so I'm going to write hime a letter. I'm nervous about it. He hates him parents and his life, hes been cutting himslef. Hes been behaving really bad, crying, yelling at people. Hes has a diasease. Depression, but he really really depress. I dont know whta to say of do. Everything is wrong, and somes things I cant change as much as I want it too. I cant change the fact of what thomas did, nad I cant change the fact that we will never be okay between each other. This is how our relationship is meant to be confusing and all wrong its been like that since before I can remeber. I know it will always be like this. A pile of nothing. I miss him and I want things to be right for us but it will never happen. I mean just when I thought for once it will be okay we can be near each other and feel happiness like we did when we were kids but then It all blew up in my face. I remember when we were little and cat had a birthday party, a sleepover. He came over and we hanged out all night we just laid on trampoleen and talk forever. cuddle in a sleeping bag and laid there and talk about everyhting, thing that are important and this that arent important but we still talked about it. And thats all we did just lay there but it was one of the sweetest moments in my life. I was hoping there will be more of those moments bt know I dont think it will happen. And that makes me sad. But its not about me, its about him and hes needs me. But I dont know how to help him. I FEEL SO LOST. Everything is so screwed. But I have to do something. |
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[Apr. 9th, 2006|03:04 pm] |
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Just to tell you I get bored really easy so I will be change my back ground alot. I like this ones I love drawing tear drops cause they are so cool looking. so I like this one. |
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[Apr. 9th, 2006|01:15 pm] |
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I am so fucking high!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!r u? |
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[Apr. 6th, 2006|09:09 pm] |
Moulin Rouge ( I love it)
read my netry below this,
Ewan McGregor / Nicole Kidman - Come What May Lyrics
Never knew I could feel like this
Like I've never seen the sky before
Want to vanish inside your kiss
Every day I love you more and more
Listen to my heart, can you hear it sings
Telling me to give you everything
Seasons may change, winter to spring
But I love you until the end of time
[Chorus:]
Come what may
Come what may
I will love you until my dying day
Suddenly the world seems such a perfect place
Suddenly it moves with such a perfect grace
Suddenly my life doesn't seem such a waste
It all revolves around you
And there's no mountain too high
No river too wide
Sing out this song and I'll be there by your side
Storm clouds may gather
And storms may collide
But I love you until the end of time
[Chorus]
Oh, come what may, come what may
I will love you, I will love you
Suddenly the world seems such a perfect place
[Chorus] |
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[Apr. 6th, 2006|08:11 pm] |
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Still no change in my mood, I think I just realized I just cant deal with it anymore. Everything with him or realtionship, the fact we arent speaking its all screwed up. I dont want to handle it right now. I am already stressed out with everything school, home all that crap I cant have more drama. But I really dont know. So I'm just going to try to forget it but I still dont feel right just ignoring it. I am really worried for him. yeah everything is screwed up but I still care alot for him os of course I'm worried. I really want to call him but I still cant its too much. well enough of it I dont want to talk anymore. SUMMER BREAK SOON! That makes me feel better that I can rest. I might do some stuff. Maegan wants to hang out tomorrow so she is coming over on my bus since shes already on my bus and sleeping over. And then we are going to the mall. Dont tell anyone maegan is going through really tuff times in her family that I cant say. dont say that I told you guys that somethings going on. she wants to get out of the house so I'm letting her stay over. katie my mom says you can sleepover during the break. And tomorrow Justin is giving me his number so we can hangout, and I am giving him mine. I'll talk to you later. love ya bye. |
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[Apr. 5th, 2006|07:08 pm] |
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. I feel better than I did this morning. Justin cheered me up, he makes me laugh and I forget all about it. I gave him his hat back which i took, he put it on me and he said I looked sexy. Today though I had on those sex bracelets ( the ones you pull and break and whatever the color means you have to do) well I was wearing the black ones. I wasnt wearing ofr that purpose. Black means all of the baove so like sex and shit. Justin he stole one and broke it so hes like want to come over. and keep lifting his eyebrow and saying shit like cant wait to see you tonight. Then he ripped another one. so he said we have to do it, and asked what time and i coming over. all period he was flirting with me and saying shit about me and him dating and having sex like a joke. then he leaned his head on em and feel a sleep for a little. then before class ended I gave him a hug and he keep his arm around me. I thought it was sweet but I didnt go over his house today I'm stil a vrigin. and I think he really wanted me to go over his house. Then said goodbye. tomorrow he is going to be like why didnt you come over. one no idea where the fuck he lives. |
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